Friday, January 21, 2011

"When Boys Say This"

Dear Maria,

I do not want to piss you off Maria- I know you're happy with your significant other right now but I just feel like joking around! So c'mon!

When Boys Say:

YOU ARE THE ONE
Oh my, that's the hint we're talking about! There's a TWO,  a THREE and many more! Lucky for you, you placed first from those hundred girls. Kudos!

I NEED YOU
Yes he does..And yes, he can't live without you. Without your unconditional and undying source of money.

I LOVE YOU
Awww, haven't you realize that's gettin to cliche and easy to say these days? So I bet that's not hard to say to others too. >:)

I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER
Errrr - sorry to say there's no forever here , dear. It will only be in the other side of the world~
And errr , always? Geeeeeeez.

I AM MISSING YOU
Cause he felt so peaceful today not hearing your nosy nosy talks about his nosy nosy acts. Not receiving any of your speaky spanky text messages. And he actually did felt weird >:D

TAKE CARE
He wants you to be responsible . He doesn't want to get responsible with whatever may happen to you after - ooops oh sorry.

So uhm, did I spiced up every moments and conversations you both have shared already?

>:))

"JUAN"

Dear Juan,

Nasaan ka kaya ngayon? Sino kaya kasama mo? Nagsasaya ka ba diyan?

Haaay - - -

Sino ba namang niloloko ko -_-

Aaminin ko na, alam ko naman talaga lahat ng sagot sa mga tanong na 'to eh - lahat ng sino , nasaan , oo't hindi na nariyan sa taas ay sisiw lang kumbaga. Ngunit lahat naman ng magiging sagot ay kutsilyo kung makasakit sa damdamin kong manipis pa sa papel - kaya ayoko nang sagutin.

Di ko lang kase maintindihan Juan kung bakit ako nabibiktima sa kantang "Bakit nga ba mahal kita? Kahit di pinapansin ang damdamin ko?" dahil lang sa'yo.

Nakakainis isipin na  inalay ko sa pag-iisip lang sa isang katulad mong "manhid" "walang pake" tsaka "meron ng iba" ang mga araw ko.

Nahihirapan akong huminga sa tuwing nakikita kong kasa-kasama mo ang babaeng nagpatibok niyang puso mo - na kahit kailan di ko ata mahahawakan o magagalaw man lang.

Di ko malaman kung ano ang dahilan at pilit ko pa ring sinasabi sa sarili kong okey lang :) sa tuwing nakikita kong masaya ka sa piling niya - As in sobraaang saya :(

Di ko maintindihan bakit nagtitiis akong makita yang pagmumukha mong wala naman ibang ginawa kundi gawin akong baliw, namumula, nagiging tanga at kung anu-ano pa. >: l

Ewan ko ba at bakit nagiging blangko,litaw sa ere,seryoso,walang kabuhay-buhay itong aking sarili sa tuwing nariyan ka na. Siguro - ayoko lang mapalapit ka pa sa akin. Ayokong tumawa kasabay mo sa mga kalokohan ko. Ayokong maging interesado ka sa mga gusto ko.Ayokong pag-aksayahan mo ang iyong mga oras  sa pakikipag-usap sa akin dahil ayokong pakinggan mo ko. Ayoko. Ayoko.
: (

Bakit ba kase nahulog pa ako sa' yo-o-ooo. Ba't sa iyo pang hindi man lang ako pinapansin , binabaliwala lang ang aking kabaitan, di man lang ako matingnan, iniitsapwera lang ng ganun-ganon, . Di ka naman ata karapat-dapat sa akin pero:

Bakit sa iyo pa, Juan?

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

"Snake II"

01-05-10
Dear Clememtime,


So tonight, I was pondering over something sitting on this rocking chair of ours and at the same time was playing with my mother's old fashioned cellular phone, an antique Nokia 3310. Guess what game was I playing , Snake II *whew 
I kept repeating the game , hoping to reach the top score of 2061, hmm not bad? But seems like even if I do it the hundredth time , I just can't beat the top score tonight , this fifth day of January on the new year of 2011


: l


And well, well, well - it get's irritating whenever I go receive a message on it's green lit litt'l ol' LCD screen "game over,your score: 987 " after seeing how the snake disobey my command on the keypad by not turning the other way though I did make it turn that other waa-aa-aay so bad , just not to let itself get hit by it's own petite body. Just like how the rules said it, no hitting below the belt! Ughhh . ..  keypads. Slow reflexed keypads. I understand the keypads though , that phone just lived ten sumptuous years already. Or worst , when my score gets so, so terribly close then  -  poof, I .. uhm . . . accidentally , well . ..hit the . .uh . . . snake's body.


And since I don't think I can accomplish my goal on that Nokia 3310 tonight, I decided to stop and just thought of trying another set of mind teasing and emotionally packed rounds on Snake II   - tomorrow..


I don't know if you're familiar with this game. It's old, not techie - not super cool. Not attractive to the eyes. Not inspired by the games we are used to. And most especially , not colorful. So cheap as we may mostly say.
But
 It's just - simple. A classic. It's . . . a beautiful game. Not overqualified to entertain bored pondering people like me thus it doesn't feel like cheesy to play such on short free times. You'll know what I mean when you finally get to reach the level of getting bored playing such overrated games nowadays. That's if - you are able to identify one.


I do not know if you'll agree with my such random thoughts - but if you'd also like to reminisce your good old childhood days - I bet just seeing a Nokia 3310 will be enough to get you there. But playing Snake II's much better. I promise
; )




p.s I'll tell you soon what certain date of this year will I be able to beat the top score, :))